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One Time For Ya Boy!
03:06
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Extremities
How you doin this mornin?
I’m pulling off my exterior
Please forgive me if I’m sore
And I said, quick remedy
Couldn’t get up in the morning
Marvelous moving picture
Maybe I like it even more
Through the brine
My life is mine
Don’t you ever underestimate my power
It’s 40 time
Non-euclidian plot develops
Another snarl
Won’t get me far
I don’t want to know what I’d do without you
Im a shit umpire
There’s a feeling so inept
A tunneling spider web
A bother to attend to
A fleeting functional moment
A credence concerning atonement
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2. |
Scientists Are Baffled?!
03:23
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Have you tried to rebuild each hour?
We whispered the most personal things
Obtuse conceptually
Acute at the points cause they sting
Wings and drinks
So ineffectual
In tune with self immolation
Oh god I feel so small
Sky,
The purple nebula
I was lucid one day then I died
Like woah,
Progress spherical
And all alone, my penmanship seems fine
Fundamentally not unlike
The disintegration of the bone
I tried to embalm my life
Before the sun went down
One dimensionally
Simplify into a spectrum
Left and right never up or out
My life feels so small
The literate philistine inside
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3. |
Lemma (10 Dimensions).
02:55
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The depraved fool feels sober today
For perhaps seconds at a time
Enough with all formalities
The rest of the world tends to feel benign
In tune with several mental descriptions of terror
A furrowed brow no matter where the sounds
In which to make amends
10 bridges that anxiety ended
10 fires once again
If like, the creases in my pants hadn’t been there for years
I’ve never gone outside and I’ve never looked within
One voice in particular is so troubling
Flaws flow like nah nah nah
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These vines, they reach through the ground
The cement floor crumbles, making a deafening sound
I yell to the heavens to help me out of this hole
Metamorphosis with color gradient skull
The demons have reached me in my house
My platinum skin reveals burns
The stories said I was invincible
Miserable but none of your concern
I walled myself in, I know that was my fault
I never thought that my plan was so flawed
Break the heart but polish the soul until it shines
But the structure is unsalvageable, I opine
This blue is changing into red
Matching the fires lit by the demons
I never thought this day would come
This noiseless cinematography,
Wake up like wake up like late for death
How dare you expect me to reinvent the wheel
I failed when I attempted to implement my tech
Blue, red, now gone
Aghast at the ending
This blue is changing into red
Replenish the fires lit by the demons
Relinquish the sorrow in my head
I never thought this day would come
Remember to breathe
The demons have reached me in my house
My platinum skin reveals burns
The stories said I was invincible
Miserable but none of your concern
These vines, they reach through the ground
The cement floor crumbled and left a deafening sound
And now I’m left here, surrounded by dust
What the fuck do I do now?
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5. |
Questions Unanswered?
03:26
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I took a look and erased it all
Watched all the memories fall
Like flowers, my flowers
And with a snark I look again
Fearing what the clock presents
Bookended by bewilderment
Godlike, swindle prospects
In such gravity, yes it strangles me
Fire, kindles faster
Yes it burns me, yes it burns me
Obsolete art stands untouched
My body is so fucking lost
Illusion, all illusion
Grimace like a grayscale grin
Innate distrust rumbling
Like doubt that spreads, virus in my head
Disinterested mind body and soul
Triumvirate, distrustful hole
Insipid infection exponentiates all that I know
It comes so fast that I infer
These are all my questions left unanswered
Unanswered
Water, freezes over
Yeah it strangles me, yeah it strangles me
Fire, of my lyres
All that’s left of me, all that’s left of me
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6. |
Synthesizer Zero!
05:19
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A crease that bends the words on the page to finance viruses
Trends smear my head, I fee self aware, but sometimes it gets into a mess
Then you wake the fuck up and you realize that your head’s always in your hands
I once remembered that a metaphor didn’t quite have to end so sad
A single point, a dotted line
Continuous, a terrible time
Restart again, I feel insane,
Defame myself, I'll never be the same
Caressing legs, I love it all, and your soul especially
As you walk away, I can’t give a fuck, I can’t heal gradually
I'll find a way, revive again, and again till I make a path
Faux paradox soul, I'll bury the holes, and we’ll hold hands and laugh
Believe in me, please nurture me, as I attempt with everyone
I’m not as heartless as I seem to be, I’m loving like the sun
Paint flows from me, skin inherently stained, this palette is who I am
Place your voice on me, and leave your imprint, please influence my design
Inside my head, I’ve been all dead, my loved ones raise me from the hole
Inadequate, pride down to the seabed, I’m impotent and cold
I can’t trust my body, I can’t trust my mind, I want to whither away
Don’t trust anybody, I don’t trust I’m alive, I just want to whither away
But I lay there, can't stop myself, my consciousness is all gone
My eyes are blank, I threw my brain right into the sun
Tear off my limbs, break off my heart, and leave it beating slow
Look around in fear, and brace myself, I truly am all alone
This calendar obsoleted fast, my soul will never bloom
I wandered home, then I barricaded every way out with old wounds
The swords of life, collective strife, we’ll hold our hands and pray
I’ll huddle with my phone, and send some texts while I look for that one day
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7. |
Dive. Dive? Dive.
03:38
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8. |
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Electric stress is all than I am
Just eight more days in the week
Don’t fret, upset my modus operandi
Nightmare in a form congregate
I hope I remember to eat today
I don’t remember how my voice sounds
Lost a few things in my pockets
Screwing around
Why’d no one tell me I haven’t moved in days
With no limbs, I find my heart leaking depression
This bad day’s lasted some years
Figurative, haunting manifested
Method acting’s lost its allure
Walking back in forth in spontaneity
No no, I read about that shit online it don’t work for me
With a snark, maybe admit addiction
If I were was, I think that I’d be now
I hope I remember to eat today
I don’t remember how my voice sounds
Lost a few things in my pockets
Screwing around
But I refuse to admit my worth
Cause thinking about anything hurts
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9. |
Human Zero Alpha_
03:47
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Indeed, I felt quite out of place
Indulge to feel better but my throat feels like mace
I only have finite ways to talk to another
I only have conversations that fit the space
Wake up like 20 voices that all want me dead
They flirt with me like they know I pretended to live
On god I hear god but it’s replaced with my voice
Atmosphere devoid of hope leaves me quite annoyed
Just one more try it’ll work this time
Featureless firmware believes in design
Trying, try again, I’ll believe in myself
I’ll update that shit, and I’ll end up just as well
I wish I looked good in this lingerie
I wish I looked good in anything
I always look back when I look out back
And some formalities regarding anxiety attacks
The sunset mediocre, purple as my visions
The world looked strange, I surveyed my surroundings
Not enough dimensions for each partition
So many blisters left from the wind
I packed up everything in order to be prepared
I wished that everything could be wrapped up the same way
I vowed to never look inside, I just stop and stare
I just wish that everything wouldn’t make me afraid
The gods all believe in me
I was little star just waiting to explode
The thoughts of war; I know I’m going to break in two
My heart is starting to push all the fucking way inside
My god I’m gonna die I can’t find a way
I’ll never give up
I’ll never give up again
And now we’re alone
Each minute, each second I’ll remember for us
My skin is floating away
I’ll never give up
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Erik Fredriksen Virginia
Erik Fredriksen is a composer, recording engineer, performer and educator.
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